Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Parmesan Ranch Chicken

So delicious and so easy! 
Colton is a very pick eater when it comes to meat. (I have no idea where he gets this from!) But he loved this chicken! Both kids cleaned their plates! 

I originally found this recipe on Pinterest (there are a lot of variations of it.) I didn't measure anything because I  wasn't concerned about too much or too little of the ingredients. 

I cut my chicken in small pieces to make sure  it cooked through before the outside burned.  Some recipes also say to marinate it, but I was throwing this together and didn't have time to marinate. 

Dip the chicken breasts in ranch dressing. Then cover with seasoning mixture.
Seasoning mixture: bread crumbs (I used smushed crackers), grated Parmesan cheese, ranch seasoning, Italian seasoning 

Bake in a glass pan on 400 for about 35-40 minutes until crispy and golden brown. 

So easy and so delicious! No leftovers with this chicken. 

Small successes

Today, I:
1. Ate a piece of fruit every time I had a craving 
2. Ate sherbet instead of ice cream 
3. Only had 1 piece of candy 

These may seem small but they are in fact huge successes for me. 

The kids and I have also gone through 1 pineapple and 2 cantaloupe in two days. It's amazing how much of an influence I have on them.

2013 and moving forward

I can't believe 2013 is over and 6 months have passed since I last blogged. With the new blogger app on my iPad, I am going to use this blog as more of a journal for myself. However, feel free to read and comment as you would like it. 

The last blog I wrote, I wrote about my success and how proud I was of how healthy I was becoming. A huge success I had in 2013, in addition to losing that weight, was maintaining it all summer. I did not gain weight all summer. That was such a success for me. Unfortunately, that is where the success ended for me. From September until the present, I gained almost all of my weight back. When  it comes too tress and exhaustion, I definitely do not know how to balance my life and take care of myself. I have definitely let everyone else come before me. I can't do that anymore. I have to lose weight and keep it off. It is so depressing to look at my last post and know I have to get to that point. ALL. OVER. AGAIN. But I know I can do it because I did it before. 

I have plans to start my master's degree this summer. I was going to start this semester but then I realized... If you have time to go back to school, then clearly you have time to lose weight. So, I need to get in shape now so that way that goal is out of the way and I can work towards my next goal. 

One thing I am trying to do is think positively and pay attention to my small success so I will be journaling those things here from time to time. Instead of always picking out what I'm doing wrong, I want to pick out what I'm doing right. 



Friday, May 17, 2013

2013 Goal: Get Healthy

One of my goals that I posted back in December was to get healthy. While I am still far from reaching my goal, I am on my way. My weight and food addictions have been 2 things I have battled for several years now. For once I am starting to feel hopeful..... 

I started this post on May 17, 2013...
It's Saturday afternoon and I feel like taking a break from cleaning. I pull up the list of DVRed shows on the TV. It is 84% full. Some shows have 3 weeks of recordings. Where have I been?

I have been....
- Preparing my meals and cooking everything, as well as measuring and weighing servings
- Exercising
- Going to bed early

In order for me to be successful in becoming healthy, I pretty much had to give up TV in order to fit the things listed above into my schedule.

I am not going to act like I am this amazing person who is just so motivated and full of energy, because that wasn't me 6 weeks ago. I was desperate for help, so I spoke to my doctor about it who advertised a weigh loss program through his office. My doctor has written me a prescription for an appetite suppressant. Not only is it supposed to help with portion control, it has tremendously helped me kick cravings and curve my appetite for those food demons. The first 2 weeks taking the medicine was amazing. My body was not used to it so it worked very well... I experienced no cravings and when seeing the trigger foods, I had absolutely no desire to touch them. After those 2 weeks, I didn't really care about them anymore.

I am also taking a supplement (a powder that you mix with water) before lunch and dinner. I purchase it through my doctor but you can also purchase it online. It's a little more expensive online but when you add in the doctor visit fee, it equal outs. This supplement has appetite suppresants in it so I get full quicker as well as a fat burner to help me burn between meals.

With the powder supplement I am taking, I am following their plan and only eat 3 meals a day. I allow at least 4 hours between breakfast and lunch, at least 4 hours between lunch and dinner and at least 12 hours between dinner and breakfast.

I am eating a balanced diet (meaning I eat EVERY food group.. in moderation).
I only eat whole wheat/grain breads, pasta and rice.
I do eat fruit as well yogurt (greek) and cheese. (I have chosen to not drink milk at this time.)
I eat lean protein (turkey, chicken, fish, extra lean beef) and lots of veggies.
I ALWAYS eat a protein when I eat a carb (fruit or bread).
I only eat fruit for breakfast or lunch. I measure and weigh EVERYTHING to get an accurate count of what I am putting on my plate. 

July 8, 2013 (today)
To date I have lost about 24 pounds since my last attempt that I started in April. Unfortunately, the sale hasn't moved much the past month. I have been out of school for 4 weeks now. However, the first week was spent in a week long training, so really I have only been out of work for 3 weeks. I thought that once I was at home full time I would be super motivated and with all this extra time the weight would fall off. Boy was I wrong! It is extremely difficult to get up and going when there is literally nothing I have to do. I have no schedule that I have to stick to.  I have tried and tried to get in a schedule but it's hard. I just want to relax! And having 2 kids home all day while my husband tried to sleep (he works nights) is very difficult and stressful. So, we have slowly but surely started getting more and more on is schedule, where we stay up late and sleep late. So instead of keeping the kids quiet for 8 hours, I only have to keep them quiet for 4 hours. It's really better for everyone. However, doing so as made me feel even more lazy, tired and unenergized. I'm trying to break it this week for that reason. 

With that being said, below is a picture that I posted on Facebook that you may or may not have seen. I am also going to try and start blogging more so that I can keep track of things for myself that I want to refer back to later. Maybe it will also help someone else out there. 


 
Even though this is just a face shot, it made me realize how much different and better I look with less weight on me. For the first time in a LONG time, I am starting to feel pretty. I am wanting to do my hair and makeup. I am starting to feel good about myself and have self confidence again. 


This picture was taken just a few days ago. 

I found the picture below a few days ago and saved it. It really is true. Even though I'm on a plateau right now, I have  I stick with it and give it another 12 weeks. 

Monday, December 31, 2012

13 goals for 2013

1. Strengthen my relationship with Christ. 
2. Strengthen my relationships with my family.
3. Spend more quality time with my children.
4. Become healthy.
5. Get at least 8 hours of sleep a night.
6. Leave work at work. 
7. Go outside more.
8. Choose and begin a master's degree program.
9. Become organized.
10. Keep my home clean.
11. Keep in touch with people.
12. Make friends.
13. Go on dates with my husband, without the children.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Our Newest Additions

I am not a cat person. So, when Kyle wanted to get some kittens I was very uneasy. However, I agreed to try it out and he agreed to return them if they didn't work out. Well, they have really grown on me. They are so sweet and cuddle with me in bed every night. They are also very playful with kids and really put up with a lot of annoyance from the kids. One evening, one of the cats curled up with Tayler on the couch. It was so cute and she was just loving it so much.

Every time I sit down on the couch to watch tv, they jump in my lap and cuddle.


They are brothers and look almost identical except for their noses. One has a pink nose, one has a black nose. Pink nose is named Pongo to go along with his bouncy personality. Black nose has simple name, Burt, to go with his easy-going simple personality.

This is Pongo.

Here you can see their noses.

Monday, July 16, 2012

New blog

Hi everyone,
I created a second blog that  I will be using more for posts related to my job. If you would like to follow me the address is http://teachersheard.blogspot.com/  I will continue posting here for personal posts.

Tammy

drum role please...

Hello everyone,

It is with great excitement that I announce to you that after a very tough first year teaching, I am leaving the charter school world and going back to traditional public schools. :)

Over the last few weeks, I have been working hard to send out applications. Getting a teaching job is tough stuff. However, I landed 3 interviews, 2 of which are in the district that we live in. Of the 3 interviews, I received an offer for each! I had to make a tough decision but ultimately picked the school that met all of my needs, 1 of the schools in our district. There is not one negative thing I can think of about the school I will be working at. I interviewed for a 5th grade position, which I was completely fine with, but they have actually decided to move some teachers around and are placing me in 3rd grade. This even better because 3rd grade is what I taught last year so I will be extremely familiar with the things that I will need to teach. I will be departmentalized again which means the kids have 2 teachers... one for reading/writing and one for math/science. Last year I did 3rd grade math/science and that is what I will be doing again this year, but with many more perks since I am in a traditional school district.

The best part about working in this school isn't even the pay raise I will get... it's the fact that I can dress casual. I get to wear capris and sandals!! WOO HOO!! My legs and feet will finally be able to breathe. Wearing pants, socks and shoes every day last year bothered me extremely badly. So this work attire makes it all worth it to me.

Anyways, this is why I have been so stressed out and anxious the last few weeks. The last few weeks I really saw what stress does to me and how poorly I handle it. I have to find a way to deal with it other than staying up late, sleeping all day and eating junk. Stress makes me lazy.



I just wanted to share my excitement with you. This is something that I have been praying for for several months now and I am so thankful God has decided to open this door for me. I am hoping that as I begin to get settled into my new classroom I will feel less stressed. You may or may not have noticed I have not weighed in recently. Well, it's because I am ashamed. I let stress get the best of me. It's like it paralyzes my self control. Hopefully I can start to get the weightloss back in gear.

Tammy

Friday, July 6, 2012

What's on My Nightstand

I recently finished The Hunger Games series (The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, Mockingjay). Before I dive into my next series, I will be reading "One Breath Away" by Heather Gudenkauf. I picked it up today as it seemed very interesting. The synopsis on the inside cover reads...

One Breath Away

"In the midst of a sudden spring snowstorm, an unknown man armed with a gun walks into an elementary school classroom. Outside the schoo, the town of Broken Branch watches and waits.

Officer Meg Barrett holds the responsibility for the town's children in her hands. Will Thwaite, reluctantly entrusted with the care of his two grandchildren by the daughter who left home years earlier, stands b y helplessly and wonders if he has failed his child again. Trapped in her classroom, Evelyn Oliver watches for an opportunity to rescue the children in her care. And thirteen-year-old Augie Baker, already struggling with the aftermath of a terrible accident that has brought her to Broken Branch, will risk her own safety to protect her little brother.

As tension mounts with each passing minute, the hidden fears and grudges of the small town are revealed as the people of Broken Branch race to uncover the identity of the stranger who holds their children hostage."

As a mother and an elementary school teacher, I have high hopes for this book. I have also read the reviews online and many say that it is hard to put down.... my kind of book! I love suspense.

Tammy

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Weekly Weigh-In

Previous (over the past year): - 21 lbs
June 3: - 2 lbs
June 10: -3 lbs
June 17: -1 lb 
June 24: -4 lbs
This Week: -2 lbs

Total weight loss =  33 lbs

39 pounds left until I reach my goal of 72 pounds.

** I am now down 2 pant sizes from 1 month ago! I tried on my pants in the "too small" section of my closet and now most of them fit! **

Last week was a difficult week for me. I can't elaborate right now, but in time I will. But I was very stressed out and also had some anxiety. I was mentally exhausted. I fell into my old habits... staying up late, sleeping in, not eating much and when I did eat it definitely wasn't the right choices. I decided to weigh on  Thursday to see how much damage I had done. I had already gained a pound. :(
However, in the latter part of the week, I picked up reading. This was a cure for the stress and anxiety that I was having a hard time channeling. Yesterday, I hopped on the bicycle while I read on my Kindle. Before I knew it, I had pettled for 76 minutes and 20 miles. WOW! I think I am finally back in the groove and going back to my clean eating. Those few days that I ate poorly, my stomache was not happy with me. I even tried to eat salad dressing and it grossed me out because I was so used to not eating it.

Looking back at this week, I have learned that I am going to have bad days and bad weeks. It's how I move on from them that is important. This week I chose to stop giving in to the old habits and make a change right then. I didn't wait until Sunday like I usually do. By doing so, I was able to lose the pound I had gained plus 2 additional pounds. It's not the mistakes we make that are important, it's how we move on and learn from them. I had 5 bad days and gained weight, but in 2 days  I fixed it and even lost some!

I would also like to add that every week I set a new goal for myself for the next week. I also set monthly goals. I am happy to announce that I came in right on target for my weekly and monthly goals. :) I need to lose 19 more pounds in the next 7 weeks to reach a going-back-to-work goal that I have set for myself. That's about 3 pounds a week. Wish me luck. :)

And if you are reading this, I appreciate it. The one thing I did not want to do was get on here and tell you I had a positive numbers. This blog really helped hold me accountable this week.
Wishing you a great week!

Tammy

Saturday, June 30, 2012

What's On My Nightstand

I have never really been an avid reader. I cannot remember ever reading when I was younger. In high school I usually purchased the Cliff Notes for reading assignments. Now that I am adult, going to the library scares me. It is so huge. How do you know how to pick out a book when there are so many?
I am so used to reading nonfiction books the past few years from basically educating myself from being in online classes that I really haven't had time to even think about reading for "fun".

This last semester I did read A Stolen Life by Jaycee Dugard. However, this can almost be classified as nonfiction because the author wrote about her own life and the events during the time she was held in captivity. Although this book was very dark and sad, I really enjoyed it.

I have really been wanting to read lately, especially since I have nothing but time and nothing much to do. I have heard a lot of people talk about 2 different books... The Hunger Games and 50 Shades of Gray. By looking at the reviews online, The Hunger Games is a hit. So, I purchased it at Wal-Mart on Wednesday evening.
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As of this evening, I have completely finished reading it. Can you believe it? I don't ever read and I read a 400 page book in 3 days. I could not put it down. Each chapter had a cliff hanger and I was left dying to know what will happen next. This book was also on the dark side but very intriguing. I have had a mentally difficult week full of lots of stress and anxiety. Curling up on the couch to read has really calmed my mind. It is has only been a few hours since finishing The Hunger Games and I am already dying to know what happens in the next book. I had planned on purchasing it next week, but I can't wait. This is when having a kindle comes in handy... at the click of a button I have the book in my hand. So, I am excitedly off to begin the second book in the series...
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P.S. As a teacher I now know first hand why so many kids hate to read.... they aren't reading things that are interesting to them!

Tammy

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Jesus Loves Me

"Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives; and he who seeks, finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." (Matthew 7:7-8)

I have kept this verse in my mind the last few weeks. Today, I learned this Bible verse is true. God answers prayers and he loves me. :)

(I will elabortate more later when I am able to.)

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Eating Clean

You may have noticed that last week I lost 4 pounds. This is much more than I have lost each week the past few weeks.
Last week I felt really discouraged after only losing 1 pound. I was talking with my Uncle and he told me about a 6 week program he and his wife did. Well, I decided I did not want to invest that kind of money in something that I didn't know if I could do or stick to. So, I bought the 6 day program for $10 and read it on my kindle. In the book, you answer a bunch of questions and figure out what your body type is. Then you follow a meal plan based on your body.

This plan is basically a plan to kickstart your metabolism and weightloss so that you feel motivated to continue. It also puts your metabolism in the way that is optimal for fat burning.
** I read in a different book about metabolism that we burn 70% of our calories throughout the day through our metabolism and only 30% through exercise.** During the first 4 days, I only exercised 1 time and lost a pound per day. Then you look at last week.. I exercised 6 days and lost 1.
My Plan (for the first 6 days)
No dairy. No processed food. No condiments. I figured it's only 6 days, why not? The ONLY thing I had a hard time with was not being able to eat processed salad dressing. Other than that, it was a breeze. However, I quickly learned how to use my spices, herbs (I LOVE cilantro) lemon juice and vinegar and by day #3, I actually enjoyed my bowl of greens.
5-6 small meals with fruits (certain ones), lean chicken, turkey and fish and veggies. 12 glasses of water (100 ounces).
I did not follow this plan perfectly. If I had, I am sure I would have lost a lot more. However, I have learned so much going forward.

What I have changed
Last week when I only lost 1 pound, I ate watermelon every single day. The books says watermelon is a big no-no for my body type. I cut out all salt and the only sugar consumed was in the natural low-sugar fruits that I ate. I was also eating "healthy" processed meals. Through reading these books about metabolism, I realized what eating clean means and how important it is. I bought all fresh, lean meat (no red meat). (I did buy frozen fish.) I seasoned and cooked everything myself. I knew exactly what I was putting in my mouth since none of it was processed.

Remember how I also said I had been working out harder than ever before and still only lost 1 pound? Apparantly that is a big no-no too. I won't go into detail becuase the book has all the details... but basically when you exercise hard and over your target heart rate, you burn sugar, not fat. The book says stair steppers, eliticals, climbing at an incline on the treadmill, etc. do not help you burn the fat. Guess what? I was doing all of those things. So, the past 6 days I also switched to the slow, long distance exercise that the book recommends.
What now?
The book offers suggestions as to how to continue losing weight and how to slowly add in certain foods to give yourself variety. There is a 6 week program that you can purchase to continue the program. However, at this point I am not going to do that. I learned a lot this week about how to prepare my meals, what I should be eating, how frequently, etc. So, for now I am going to try to continue to eat clean by adding in some other varieties of food. Basically the only things processed the books recommends eating is oatmeal, cream of wheat and rice. Everything else should be fresh. So, this is my plan and I am going to see how I do on my own.

The past few days have been extremely stessful for me. I have found myself in a rut because of the stress and anxiety that I have had and I have unfortunately made a few poor food choices. I would like to say that the few processed and greasy snacks I have had the past few days upset my stomache every time. Low calorie popcorn even made me have an upset stomache! My stomache has been so upset that I have really realized how important it is for my health to eat clean.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Weekly Weigh-In

Previous (over the past year): - 21 lbs
June 3: - 2 lbs
June 10: -3 lbs
June 17: -1 lb 
This Week: - 4 lbs

Total weight loss =  31 lbs

41 pounds left until I reach my goal.

Starting on Tuesday, I had not lost any weight. However, from Wednesday-Satuday, I lost these 4 pounds: 1 pound per day. I did this by eating clean. I will explain what I mean and what I did in a post that I will publish on Tuesday, so stay tuned.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Is it or Isn't it?

Sunday night I purchased a book to read on my kindle. In it, the author discusses how not everyone's body is the same. Not everyone's metabolism is the same. And basically by figuring out the type of body you have, you can figure out the type of metabolism you have.

So, it gives you a series of questions to answer. If you agree with them, you check them off. Then after all the questions are completed, it puts the questions into 6 different groups. You then go and circle the numbers of the questions you checked and this allows you to see how many in each are checked. Ultimately this gives you your body type. I did figure out my body type and learned that I should not  be eating watermelon as it is full of sugar and my metabolism is so low that my body spends it's energy burning sugar, not fat. Well guess what? I ate watermelon EVERY day last week! I wonder if this why I only had a 1 pound loss?

Moving on.... when you find out your body type, there is a warning.... if you have 2 answers checked in group 6, you could have low blood sugar, aka hypoglycemia. If you have 5 or more answers checked, you may be very hypoglycemic... consult a physician. Well, I checked 7 out of the 8.

I did some research and found a lot of symptoms that I have had in the past few months..

- extreme nervousness and sometimes panic attacks. (I did actually have a mild panic attack. I thought it was just stress and anxiety but I looking back, I did not eat breakfast that morning and was very hungry.)
- feel very hungry after exercise
- tingling of the skin (I get very bad tingles in my fingertips.)
- hunger pains
- sick/dizzy feeling when you are late to a meal
- profuse sweating
- night sweats (hypoglycemia can occur at night since you go long periods without food.)
- nightmares
- extreme sleepliness (after eating certain foods)

Touching on the last one, extreme sleepiness. On Sunday, Kyle and I went out to breakfast with the kids and the family of someone he works with for Father's Day. I have designated Sunday as my day "off" from dieting. I ate more bread products than usual, as well as orange juice. When we got home at about 10:15, I felt extremely tired. This was weird to me because I had gotten a full night of sleep. I told Kyle I was going to lay in bed for a few minutes and rest. At 2:30 I woke up and forced myself to get out of bed. I felt like I could have slept several more hours. I did some research and read that this is very common in people who are hypoglycemic. (I won't go into the details as to why.)

So, I have a doctor's appointment set for Thursday morning. I am going to have a physical and have blood work done. They told me to fast that night and morning. So, basically from the time I have dinner to the time of my appointment will be about 14 hours. I am actually nervous about passing out because I usually feel hungry sick 30 minutes after waking up. This may be nothing or it could be something. Either way I am going to get answers and guidance.

Tammy

Sunday, June 17, 2012

A book is no longer a book

A book is no longer a book. A book has now become a digital file in a folder.

I am someone who loves technology. However, when I was given an Amazon Kindle by a few of my students and their parents for Christmas, I didn't know what to think. I thought it was cool but really had no idea how to use it. The thought of using a button instead of turning a page seemed  very odd to me. So, it has been sitting in the box ever since. (I have bought numerous paperback books since.)

But this evening I decided that I really wanted to purchase a book but I really didn't feel like going to the store or waiting for it to be delivered. So, I decided to try out the kindle. Not only was the kindle price cheaper, but with one click I had the book in my hands.

I am looking to buy a few other books to put into my professional library. However, I am going to by the paperback version of those... I can't accept technology when I am so used to highlighting, putting sticky notes on good ideas, etc. For now, since this is a pleasure read, I am going to see how this whole e-reader thing works out for me and see if this type of technology is something I am going to enjoy or not.

Weekly Weigh-In

Previous (over the past year): - 21 lbs
June 3: - 2 lbs
June 10: -3 lbs

This week: -1 lb

Total weight loss = 27 lbs

45 pounds left until I reach my goal.

There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.
- Paulo Coehlo

I read this quote on Friday. It reminded me of some things I went through this week. This week, I worked out really hard. I worked out for longer periods of time than ever before. I was so shocked at how much I could do if I just pushed myself. However, I made a few poor food choices. For some reason when I work out more, I eat more. I don't know why I do this. I know that this will only make me maintain my weight. If I exercise more, I have to eat less to lose. So why do I eat more? I don't know. Maybe I really am afraid of failure so I just help myself speed up the inevitable. But then I know this is the most motivated I have been about weightloss in the past few years. I know I have food addictions that I have to get over. Food is comfort for me.. for happiness, sadness, bordeom, etc. I have to figure out a way to get over this and try very hard to not do this anymore. I have to find a way to believe that I am NOT going to fail this time. I say it and a part of me does believe it but then the other part of me thinks about ice cream, pizza, mexican food and I doubt if I really am going to be able to do this. I was disappointed to only see 1 pound lost but 1 pound lost is better than 1 pound gained. Hoping that I can go into this week with more inner strength and not allow temptations to tempt me.

Wishing you and me both a great, successful week!

Tammy

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Colton Graduates!

Since I have been so aloof in the blogging world, I have a lof of catching up to do...
Last month, Colton graduated from Pre-K. The parents purchased a cap and gown for their child and the school put on a graduation ceremony.
Pre-ceremony:



The ceremony:
Unfortunately, I assume since Colton is tall, he was stuck in the back during every performance. It was quite disappointing. However, he did a good job peeking through the crowds for me to snap his picture.
Can you see his cute little face in the middle?

Colton wasn't stuck in the back for the entire ceremoy. He actually landed a solo spot, something only a few students got! Colton sang Twinkle Twinkle Little Star in Chinese. This is something that he learned at his preschool last year (one of the only things he learned there). :) This definitely made up for him being stuck in the back all evening!


Proud mama

Proud daddy


Post-Ceremony
After the graduation, my mom treated us to a celebratory family dinner. Colton and Tayler kept fighting over who got to sit by her. Here is a picture where they are both happy with their muggy. :)

Monday, June 11, 2012

Tayler turns 3!

Yesterday Tayler turned 3 years old. I am having such a hard time grasping how fast time is flying by. It seems like just a few months ago I was holding her and Colton was wanting to help feed her. Now I have 2 full grown toddlers.

Below are some pictures from her birthday yesterday.

Tayler requested a tinkerbell themed party. So, I made her a tinkerbell tutu and cake.


I have never made such a difficult cake before so with nothing to go off of, I am pretty proud of myself. :)

We had a small birthday party for her to spend with her cousins. It was nice spending time with my family and not feeling like I have to entertain or impress anyone. Tayler was able to just play and swim with her cousins and have a good time.





The outdoor portion:







I think all the kids had a good time!

Then we came home and did family presents.



Tayler said she loved her tinkerbell party. It was nice being able to do something simple yet she loved it so much. :)

** A special thank you to my mom who helped me set up everything and also allowed us to use her house. **



Weekly Weigh-In

I am a day late... sorry. Yesterday was Tayler's birthday and a hectic day for me getting everything ready. (Pictures coming soon.)

Previous weight loss journeys (over the past year): -21
Last week: - 2 pounds

This week: -3 pounds
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Total weight loss:   26 pounds

46 pounds left to goal weight


I can't believe another week has passed by. This week has been very positive for me. Last week I started exercising hard core. As I previously wrote, Kyle and I have worked out a schedule so that I can go to the gym by myself. Let me tell you, it has been so nice getting in and out of the car freely without having to unload and load children, being able to exercise without whining and tattling or having to stop to take a child potty or get a snack, not being on a time limit. Don't get me wrong - I absolutely love my children and they are my world. But sometimes we moms just need a little break.

So this week I exercised every day except for Thursday. I decided I needed to give my body a day of rest and had some things to do. Thursday evening I realized that I have finally formed a habit and a routine. After going to the gym 7 straight days, I did not feel complete when I didn't go. I found myself more bored, less energized and in a little bit of a rut. I now see what people mean about getting your feel-good endorphins/hormones flowing when you exercised. I felt really down Thursday since I did not exercise. This week I continued doing the body pump class that I tried out last Saturday. On Saturday I did 1 1/2 hour of cardio and I pushed myself harder than I ever have before. I hate sweating but when I exercise I love it. I feel like the amount of sweat is an indicator of how hard I have worked. I now have to start bringing a towel to sit on in the car. :) Grose, I know, but so good too. :)

I am still trying to make healthy choices when it comes to food. No diets for me. I have eaten a few cookies here and there - I'm normal and I am not going to deprive myself. My biggest accomplishment of the week happened when we went out to eat at a Mexican restaurant. If you know me, you know that Mexican food is my absolute favorite. When Kyle asked me to go, I did not want to say no and make my current goals a burden on him. So, I said sure, let's go! I did eat some chips and salsa but not nearly as many as I usually do. However, I drank water instead of a soda and had a taco salad instead of enchiladas. On my taco salad, I had them hold the sour cream and cheese. When it arrived, I dumped it out and sat the shell on the other end of the table. Honestly, it was really good, especially with the chicken and avocado. (Avocado is a healthy fat.) I was so proud of myself. I didn't feel bad about eating chips because like I previously said, this time I have the attitude "something is better than nothing." My meal choice was much better. I am not going to tell myself "I can't." So, I ate some chips in moderation. :)

I have struggled time after time after time with weightloss. I have now realized that I cannot be successful until I set myself and my surroundings to be. I came up with a set plan and let my partner know about it, made sure he was in agreeance and have stuck to it. Because I have a set plan, there is no figuring out how or when to be successful. I have made weightloss a routine for me.

Another important thing - I ONLY weigh myself 1 day a week. It is the same day every week. I used to be addicted to the scale, weighing daily. I got very discourage. After speaking to a trainer this week, it isn't just about what the scale says. It's how we feel about ourselves, how our clothes fit, how much easier exercising gets each time, etc. Also, the more muscle you gain, the more weight you gain. But muscle burns calories faster than fat. So I have also come to realize just because my number loss isn't as great as I would like it to be, doesn't mean I'm not losing weight. I have accepted the fact that the work I am doing is not going unnoticed by my body even if it is going unnoticed by the scale. Eventually it will come off.

Tip: I asked the trained to show me some moves to target my lower stomache as that is the area I am most self-concious about. She told me that there is not really such thing as targeting an area. She said everyone's body is different and everyone disperses their fat differently, and your body will decide which area to burn first. She said you could do crunch after crunch but it won't matter until the fat on top is burned off. She said you have to burn the layer of fat off the top of the muscle which is done through cardio. So, cardio is my new best friend. :)

Wishing you a great and successful week!
Tammy